sadness

My favourite kitty died yesterday =((
it was so bad, I woke up with pains (was it a signal?) and then a man ringed on our door and said that a stripped kitty was hit by a car, and in the end was my sweet cat! I had so many good moments with her... I don't know where the man put the body. I couldn't say goodbye to her.....
This is so sad, I always have a strong connection with cats, I don't know why. But when they leave the feeling isn't good.
Bye-bye, I feel I don't have more to say. xoxo

I'm angry, but confidence is stepping in.

My day was a absolutely normal school day. I had Project class, Chemistry & Biology, that were good. I'm feeling a lot angry because of all my collegues's attitudes. First there are the girls who think they're so cool, like, they're always together, they think they are goddesses of sexiness, although their true 'me' is really dirty. I don't like to have conversations with those girls, they're always laughing at the boys, showing her breasts or asses. It's disgusting! In the other side, there are a few people that know me, know some of my secrets, and support me. I like those, I feel sorry for not knowing them better. Oh well it's the life... Then are the ones I really don't know what to do when I'm with them, and at last, the boys. Sometimes I feel they are the best and I wished to be like them. And they don't exclude me. With them I always have lots of fun and I'm not afraid of saying what's in my mind to them, or to be a little stupid, throwing out some bad jokes! And there is still a boy who is becoming less social...I'm really sad about him, because he was the one who was always cheering for us and now he's just like "fuck this". He has lots of potencial, he always have the best grades. So, I'm angry because this class, in about two months ago, was so connected and now all of us are falling apart....... Competition is bigger than ever. We don't eat all together in the eating room no more. Some of them want to show a good look/personality to others, that in the end aren't the true ones. But, besides all this, I'm feeling more confident day by day. All thanks to my psychologist! I was like ice when I started our sessions and now I'm more opened to a whole new variety of things!
And there's still the other problem, bigger than all of this together. My pre-college stuff. That means, choosing the course, choosing the place, doing all the exams (I'm doing 6 this year), finding a place to live and get used to Lisbon life. I know it'll be (it already is) crazy, but I really want this new experience, it'll be worth the effort, I know that!
My everyday life looks really normal and boring, but all the time I have new stuff/emotions to enjoy, after all I like my life.

Now I must study Maths, I have a lot of exercises to do! I'm getting more intelligent... =P
.............*Bisou*

Egyptian Soul

Humm...I'm in the mood of exploring that. So, why the hell do I say I have an Egyptian soul?? There are lots of reasons:

1. I love and I have always loved Egypt;
2. I have an 'obcession' for old stuff. In this case, for the old Egyptian culture. I know nowadays they don't think like that but the all ruins are still there;
3. I absolutely adore my eyes. That's why the link of this blog is egyptian-eyes;
4. I'm very spiritual and have lots of hidden secrets;
5. I believe in life after death;
6. I love music and so do they;
7. I love that images with all the hieroglyphs;
8. I love water, even though it seems not to love me back;
9. Cats & kittens are my passion. Nothing else to say about this, I have them since I was 5 and they always bring me good memories.

And probably some more I can't remember for now... haha.
But all this doesn't mean I love my main country ok?! =)

this weekend...........

Well I think I can say it is being very funny! Yesterday I studied Maths in the afternoon, then I was here searcing for nothing (that's what I always do) and in the end of the day I went to a harpsichord concert, I enjoyed it so much it feels dramatic and happy at the same time! I absolutely love music, I'd loved to sing better, actually I'm thinking about having some singing lessons this Summer...
TODAY I woke up earlier, had a bath, had my breakfast and then I have been working here: on my blog, doing some schoolwork, the next thing I have to do is an interview translation.
But now I'm going to eat a pizza yayy!! Cya have a nice day.

what a day!

WOW! My day was absolutely amazing! I went to school, it was good, I had a test that went well, and I had Maths on the afternoon...
I'm very tired and I'm going to take a shower and go to bed... I hope that will be more days like this ^^

FREE DOWNLOAD - Miss Tila - "Welcome to the Darkside"

I downloaded the songs and I put them all together (too bad they're only 3) in a file that you can download here:

Miss Tila "Welcome to the Darkside"

Hello!

Hi, this is my first post in this blog. I'm not new at blogging, since I own two more blogs... I have one about Doctor Who and another personal, in my main language. I'm a 17 years old girl, I live in Europe and I'm a student, almost going to university. I created this blog because I want to write my deepest thoughts about everything. And to let my Egyptian soul grow up. So here you will find happiness, darkness, random thoughts, big reflections... I love to write; I think this blog will be awesome in a short time =)
Over here you will find the stuff I usually don't say. Such as my fantasies and my thoughts about life or religion or anything.
Cleopatra is my alter-ego, so please respect her, she's part of me.
I love writing, listening to music, reading, watching TV, admiring the beauty of Nature, cats, my family, the Internet, my 11 people (they make my world), blue, long-time baths, the movie "Amelie", the book "To Malinche" by Laura Esquivel, loving, singing alone, doing crazy makeup, playing the guitar, playing in my old computer, noodles, fresh white dresses and leaving the door, going to school, knowing that I will be richier at the end of the day... Welcome to my life.
I hope you like my blog! Thank you for your time!