I'm angry, but confidence is stepping in.

My day was a absolutely normal school day. I had Project class, Chemistry & Biology, that were good. I'm feeling a lot angry because of all my collegues's attitudes. First there are the girls who think they're so cool, like, they're always together, they think they are goddesses of sexiness, although their true 'me' is really dirty. I don't like to have conversations with those girls, they're always laughing at the boys, showing her breasts or asses. It's disgusting! In the other side, there are a few people that know me, know some of my secrets, and support me. I like those, I feel sorry for not knowing them better. Oh well it's the life... Then are the ones I really don't know what to do when I'm with them, and at last, the boys. Sometimes I feel they are the best and I wished to be like them. And they don't exclude me. With them I always have lots of fun and I'm not afraid of saying what's in my mind to them, or to be a little stupid, throwing out some bad jokes! And there is still a boy who is becoming less social...I'm really sad about him, because he was the one who was always cheering for us and now he's just like "fuck this". He has lots of potencial, he always have the best grades. So, I'm angry because this class, in about two months ago, was so connected and now all of us are falling apart....... Competition is bigger than ever. We don't eat all together in the eating room no more. Some of them want to show a good look/personality to others, that in the end aren't the true ones. But, besides all this, I'm feeling more confident day by day. All thanks to my psychologist! I was like ice when I started our sessions and now I'm more opened to a whole new variety of things!
And there's still the other problem, bigger than all of this together. My pre-college stuff. That means, choosing the course, choosing the place, doing all the exams (I'm doing 6 this year), finding a place to live and get used to Lisbon life. I know it'll be (it already is) crazy, but I really want this new experience, it'll be worth the effort, I know that!
My everyday life looks really normal and boring, but all the time I have new stuff/emotions to enjoy, after all I like my life.

Now I must study Maths, I have a lot of exercises to do! I'm getting more intelligent... =P
.............*Bisou*