sadness

My favourite kitty died yesterday =((
it was so bad, I woke up with pains (was it a signal?) and then a man ringed on our door and said that a stripped kitty was hit by a car, and in the end was my sweet cat! I had so many good moments with her... I don't know where the man put the body. I couldn't say goodbye to her.....
This is so sad, I always have a strong connection with cats, I don't know why. But when they leave the feeling isn't good.
Bye-bye, I feel I don't have more to say. xoxo